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30DLC - Someone from my childhood | 9:02 AM

The 30 Day Letter Challenge
Write to - Someone from my childhood.

Dear Shanzxzxzxz <3,

Its crazy, not even me, but everyone around me knows that my childhood somehow equates to Shanmei, the longest friend I've ever had, and the longest it seems to be for anyone else's friendship.

I am so proud of it, and sometimes, I'm not.

I see some people exchange wall posts on Facebook with words like "my best friend for 10 or 15 years!" and I think "I have a crazy awesome friend you can't even compare!" But then sometimes I am so ashamed, when even after twenty stinking years I still spell your name as Shan Mei. and I take a few moments to recall the proper spelling for Qin Yuan. Or when you always wish me "Have a safe trip!" and "Yayyyyy! You're back!!!" when I leave and return from almost every trip, while I fail to properly remember the dates of your flights. When you say "Love you" and "Miss you" to me, and you really mean it. I always smile when i see those words from you, and my heart overfills. I am incredibly proud, I hardly even say "Love you" to my parents, but thinking about replying those words to you makes me ten times more shy.

I moved church with you, because for most of the time, the word "Church" equates to you. I'd miss you horridly if we never met often. I don't tell you about my most upsetting moments, in fact they aren't told to anyone at all. But I just do plain chit-chat sleepy Sunday small talk with you, and I am healed. You can guess my thoughts even my mouth is shut.You know how I was soooo awkward years ago, and I still am now. You let me cling onto for a day a week for years! I disrupted your social life as "the girl always right next to Shan".

I read some time ago, that we start of as kids, growing not into adults, but rather, adult-like kids.

I think it applies, and no matter where I may go, you can probably give better guesses than my mother on my next move. I'm so glad I met you so long ago, and I'm even happier I'm going to continue growing with you. This such a crappy end to the letter, but thats because its not the proper ending in reality. I don't want to guess where we'll lead each other to next, because it'll be more surprising this way.

I guess, I'll see you next Sunday.

With lots of love,
Joy.


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    • About Joy

    i eat SOIL
    & i spell my name as SHOY
    & i look good in ALUMINIUM FOIL.
    i treat lovers as my TOYS
    & i flirt with girls* and BOYS
    & my next target's ---
    cause i am JOY

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