hollerback@you

30 DLC - Someone you hope will forgive you | 5:36 AM

The 30 Day Letter Challenge
Write to - Someone you wish could forgive you

Dear I forgot your name,

We met in during Pinnacle. Hell, i didn't even speak more than five words to you.
Everyone was talking to me, Everything we've planned for months were rushing past every minute. It was an exhausting time. My body andrenaline ran high for three days. It was so tiring, trying to keep track of everyone and everything. But yet we managed. But yet, nothing is an excuse for that i said to you.

It was just a passing comment, about your health. Gawd, i commented about it like it was about your weight. Fuck, i teased you about your heart murmur. I didn't think, and just raised my voice so you could hear my taunt properly. I was so mean. I know i didn't mean it, but i never knew i could be so unconsciously cruel. A few seconds later, you scared me with a passing motorized car. You laughed and continued playing, one full minute later I was wheeling internally how horrible my lightheartedness could have bored a hole through your sensitivity, a defect you were born with, never chose for yourself, but could choose a timing anytime when your heart could stop.

I can't even rememeber your name. But even if you don't remember what i said to you, I won't forget it. I won't forgive myself and forget, because i never want to say anything similar to anyone else in the same situation.

I hope you live strong and loud with a beating heart until the end of time.
Joy.

Labels:


the photo dumps | i don't trust my hard-drive

  • 30DLC: Letters to Love
  • Favs: unforgettable

    • About Joy

    i eat SOIL
    & i spell my name as SHOY
    & i look good in ALUMINIUM FOIL.
    i treat lovers as my TOYS
    & i flirt with girls* and BOYS
    & my next target's ---
    cause i am JOY

    copyright KAIQI&ANAN(:



    This page is powered by Blogger. Isn't yours?

    Valid XHTML 1.0!

    Valid CSS!