hollerback@you

| 6:39 AM

this humble wooden structure scared the shyt out of me today.
built by the blood and sweat of joy's civil engineering groupmates.
SATAY STICKS HELD TOGETHER WITH STRING AND GLUE.
aimed to be strong enough to withstand gravity & insane weights.
joy got soooooo stressed looking at it during the busride.
couldn't take her eyes off it.
she had a seat, thankgod. but could feel it vibrating with the bus' motion.
she couldn't close my eyes or look out the window. tried, but couldn't.
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the last time i actually bit my lip continuously and had a pounding heart was last year.
i couldn't do relative velocity. i was so close to tears alone in my house. mdm lum's image & voice ["aiyo girl! what are you doing!!!!"] kept going round & round in my mind.
my first time stressed.
today was my second.
its worse since the pressure built up within minutes.
[what if someone sits next to me & squashes it? what if the vibration looses the knots? what if the bus breaks suddenly and somethig pops or cracks?!? ohmytian!!!!]
it tooks me days to get stressed over amaths.
ten minutes into the busride i gave a loud gasp.
i was holding my breath unconsciously. attracted the attention of a few passengers already amused & intrigued by my luggage.
that didn't just happen once
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joy wanted to avoid taking 966 with its high passenger volume & bumpy rides.
thinking she was in 154, which she take 90% of the time, joy missed the sajc busstop and decided to continue all the way until it terminates at eunos.
there were slightly unfamiliar surroundings but she dismissed it since it was dark already.
her eyes were still constantly fixed on it.
finally she looked up & saw a signboard with a word "HOUGANG".
her heart stopped. for maybe a second or two. she told me it hurt, slightly.
thankgod she alighted at busstop with another direct bus to her home.
crossing an overhead bridge joy whipped out her phone & screamed at her friend filzah about her mistake & high blood pressure.
please feel sorry for filzah, cause i do.
joy screaming is not a pleasent sight. or sound
anyway, on the next bus joy had difficulty seating down & balancing it at the same time.
her phone dropped out, disconnecting from her headset.
one third of the bus' passengers turned around when Masuda's PUMPKIN blasted through loudspeakers in a split second.
sigh, i really feel for joy.
she must have thrown her face so far it was left & hougang & she never got it back.
a nice passenger, probably amused by her song choice, took pity on her and indicated to joy that her ezlink card had also fallen onto the floor.
joy says she's utterly & entirely grateful to him. she had no idea it was lying faceup on the floor, with a name, picture and school logo.
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try counting the number of times joy screamed ohmytian in her head today.
even i couldn't. i don't expect you to be able to.

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    • About Joy

    i eat SOIL
    & i spell my name as SHOY
    & i look good in ALUMINIUM FOIL.
    i treat lovers as my TOYS
    & i flirt with girls* and BOYS
    & my next target's ---
    cause i am JOY

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