| 2:31 AM
how can i put this?
i think i still am a student. i don't want to grow up & pick up the responsibility of being an adult.
its stressful okay! at work the teachers are, teachers.
half of them are lovely(:
they pull my 8.5hrs there a little closer to paradise.
the other half are even more lovely!
i'm just too intimidated to want to know.
i'm possibly the youngest staff member they might ever get.
one-to-one i can handle.
when two or more people converge, i can't take an intuitive step forward.
half of them look at me weirdly, like i don't register or ring a bell.
the other half laugh like mad, thinking i'm un-neccessarilyshy or nuts.
stress man!
the parents are like, whatever.
part & parcel, i just throw away the newspaper wrapping.
&
the kids are like, the gift(:
usually pleasent at the first glance.
some you realise can make yr day, the others break it.
...
i don't know where they come in.
i still treat them like a class above.
it feels weird to adapt, even weirder not to.
i don't even dare to laugh at their jokes pls!
it almost seems disrespectful, either way.
!!!
i'm blowing everything out here so i don't subject you to the torture to listening to all my garble.
there's only a possibilty of two co-workers reading this.
keep it to yourself, or i'll smack you!
the photo dumps | i don't trust my hard-drive
- Hong Kong: All Blacks vs. Wallabies
- Segamat: railway with the folks.
- Season Finale: One more chapter to go
- Nicolo: a Kilogram
- Buildings: With Papa
- 10th June: Excursion & BBQ
- Ranging: the Environment
- Absidee: 565656
- XVXVXV: forthewin
- Formal: for fifteen minutes
- Cityy Squaree Mall: for Tsang
- Ankorrr What?!?!: with folks! (:
- Armed with a magnifying glass: Esplanade with Bobs Koh
- ABC: with MMA
- Mommy travels the world: WITHOUT US ):
- cutter sailors miss OBS: kboxing
- 30/03/2010: my lovely surprise
- Commuting: clear blue skies!!
- Sundays: chocolate waffles
- BCA Acad, ZEB: so not informative photos
- Hairloom&Caramel, MadJacks: seishun
- Changi Water Reclamation Plant: for WRP
- Bedok NEWater Visitor Centre: for WRP
- Kismis Park: for the sports camp2010 GLs
- Changi Airport: sending off the vietnam kids
- Classroomszs: normal polytechnic school days.
- Classroomszs: site visits & practicals
- Media Botanical: Gang Garden.
- Swensens, Vivo: failed food porn.
- my room: after spring cleaning.
- CNY'2010: everything related.
- Manado, Indonesia: family holiday with the dolphins.
- Su's family potrait: modeling in bukittimah.
- lecture breaks: you wished you were here.
- NPMC projectz: traintracks & mainroads.
- Nokia95: with a laptop.
- ERZ picnic: for fun.
- Osimness: fun with massage chairs.
- LSR sitevisit: science centre yo.
- ProjectTap: the camp.
- Su's treasure hunt: the photog&videog station.
- Gardening: a family effort.
- Gardening: pop's sculpture
- Kid-pack: Kilo vs Milo
- SHWM: no technology
- NPMC practical: class of traffic noise monitors
- NPMC changiairport: double glazed glass?
- YEP08: zaokeng, xiamen
- YEP08: zaokeng, xiamen
About Joy
i eat SOIL
& i spell my name as SHOY
& i look good in ALUMINIUM FOIL.
i treat lovers as my TOYS
& i flirt with girls* and BOYS
& my next target's ---
cause i am JOY
copyright KAIQI&ANAN(:
