changes come and go. i 'm used to it. but i'm not used to... the current number of them happening around me.
cries. darling you're stressing yourself too much. all your burdens came your way, not because you wanted them to. i can see your cracks. but you cannot. darling don't try to pretend. i can tell, even if your selfless-ness blinds you. it pains me. to see you do so much for others, but nothing for yourself. we all appreciate your hard work. but not at the cost of your own self. i try to help you. but you say no. to protect me from what you endure. cries. is that really neccessary?
i eat SOIL
& i spell my name as SHOY
& i look good in ALUMINIUM FOIL.
i treat lovers as my TOYS
& i flirt with girls* and BOYS
& my next target's ---
cause i am JOY